This Epic Weekend...

Just weeks ago I couldn't see the good that was all around me in the midst of it all. This weekend was epic and has really been good medicine for my soul. I had to let go of some things and people in my mind. I had to embrace all the blessings right here in my face. It seems like when I want to throw up my hands, I'm always given a helping hand. This life is the very result of faking it until you make it. I can't even believe how I'm here right now. Two months ago, I didn't think I would be here. And now look at me...having epiphanies, pushing forward through pain, and taking the time to look at the woman in the mirror and just say.... "you gonna be ok".

God has really put some really cool, strong, loving, encouraging, beautiful souls in my path. I seriously thank him for that. Where do I start? Thursday, I went out with the girls right after a horrible day and week. Let's just say the public school bus system is awful. A couple of drinks, laughs and dancing, was just what I needed to revive my spirt to go another day. Friday, I was able to see "Naughty by Nature". It wasn't just that I saw one of the greatest hip hop groups EVER perform. It was mostly about how I was able to go out ALONE and enjoy my own time. What a happy day! I seriously enjoyed my own space. It seems that every time I have the opportunity to have fun, my depressing thoughts always seemed to kill it. But this time the dark thoughts were there but I danced and stomped all over them. Saturday, I was able to share special moments with a beautiful birthday girl and lovely fam. And I also realized that I want to get some salsa lessons. I was in awe of the dancers we witnessed.

Today? I'm laying here in bed didn't finish any of my house work and feeling good anyway. Just wanted to soak in the greatness of this weekend while writing this bloggie....

Thanks for reading...